by Todd Fredson
This act of remembering is my greatest infidelity.
It steals back the length of other days. Long drift-away
from loved ones washing plates, checking
the phone’s messages. Sons feeding chickens,
playing on swings outside. They carry forward,
all vitality and desire.
For me, grief becomes a measure of time,
an oil slick across these calm days.
I should stretch myself from the orchard ladder,
knick my hands in the branches, then pulp, then press the cider.
But memory is such an elegant lure—the moon’s hook
stopped in the river.
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